Sarah Moon French, b. 1941

18 juillet, 1989.
Gelatin Silver Print.
50 x 40 cm / 19 3/4 x 15 3/4 in
Hand-signed by Artist, titled, numbered and dated on print verso

The boot is what I cannot get past. That is where I must begin, because that is where the picture lodges and will not come loose.

A pond seen from above, tilted so steeply that the water becomes a wall — lily pads scattered across the black like coins someone let fall, and meant to lose. This is the studium: a pastoral, a dark idyll, the kind of staged melancholy one can admire from a distance. I read it, I name it, I am unmoved. Then the boot. Standing upright in the reeds, scuffed at the shaft, a pale ankle rising from it — and the eye refuses to leave. It is the small thing, the accidental thing, that pierces: a boot still standing, as if the foot had only just stepped out of the world, leaving its shape behind in the leather.

Below it, the shadow gathers into a body I would rather not see. A shoulder, or a stone. A hat dropped at the lower left, abandoned the way only a real gesture abandons things. Sarah Moon withholds the face, withholds the verb — repose, drowning, sleep, I cannot choose. The grain and the warm sepia of her own printing dissolve laces and reeds into a single weather, and the image stops being a view and becomes a memory: something I am sure I once saw, and cannot place.

She made this in 1989, in an edition of twenty; her work lives in the Maison Européenne de la Photographie. But none of that touches me the way the boot does — upright, waiting, faithful to a foot that is no longer there.